We live in a funny nation where few people are trying to make a terrorist, the martyr of the country and on the other side a martyr doesn’t get the due credit of his supreme sacrifice. I wish Siachen braveheart Lance Naik Hanamanthappa Koppad could be saved today. Not just for his family but for the whole country who doesn’t even realise the amount of sacrifice and unmatched valour these men display. We have a very short memory, we will soon forget this incident too. But what after this? Do we need more sacrifices like this to make the countrymen understand that our soldiers are not here just to draw free ration and subsidised liquor. They’re much more beyond than that. If they’re paid an extra allowance to serve a location that is because of the difficulty they face there. They’re not making money out of it or getting rich. The families sitting back at home doesn’t need the money but the men to be safe at all times. No money or allowance can ever substitute the men of their lives sitting so far guarding the country selflessly. But who cares? No politician, No celebrity, No businessman, No man in power except for those who have their sons/daughters, father/mother serving in the armed forces. Why don’t we have that attachment with each and every soldier serving in the country? Why just their families and relatives? Are the men of the armed forces only guarding their families? I wish I could go door to door and make people understand that if you respect those who guard you at all times, this country can be a better place to live in. Just for once be empathetic instead of being sympathetic and then you’ll really realise the worth. The men in arms just need the respect of the fellow countrymen and to have faith in them that no matter what happens, they’ll never let us down. That in time of crisis it’s not just the duty of the soldier but all of the countrymen to stay united and don’t get political about things. The dirty politics where one or the other party wins but a soldier always loses. He’s always stuck between the whims and fancies of the politicians. Tears roll down my eyes just to think that we have lost another precious men. What’s next? A short lived memory…

'You're the one'

I miss u like crazy, i miss u lyk hell,
U're d only one who rings my heart's bell...

U're the one baby, u're the only one,
U're my luv, my frnd, u're my evryone...

My day starts wd ur thought,
My day ends wd ur voice,
I promise i'll b wd u forever
Till my heart demise...

Baby u've given me a new life, u've given me a new soul
I promise i'll nvr make u feel incomplete, i'll play evry role...


I'll care fr u like a frnd
I'll pamper u lyk a mother
I'll love u like a wife
N i'll support u like a father...

Ur love makes me feel so spl n alive,
It gives me strength to fight n survive...

Wen u're around, my world goes upside down,
I lose my senses, i lose all the count...

Ur touch makes me feel divine,
Ur smile takes me on cloud nine...

U're out of my sight honey
Not out of my mind
Every second u're loved baby
All day n night.... ♥

'Sirf Tum'

Tumhari kami bohot khalti hai mujhe,

Akelapan bohot kaat ta hai mujhe…

Sirf tumhara  ek khayaal he,

Chehre pe muskaan lauta deta hai meri…

Pyar to humne pehle bhi kiya hai,

Par yeh pehli baar hai ki isne

Zindagi ka rukh he mod diya hai…

Tumhari muskaan se meri muskaan hai,

Tumhari udaasi se yeh dil udaas hai,

Tum khush ho to yeh zindagi khushaal hai…

Din bhar din, waqt-be-waqt, gehra hota ja raha hai,

Pyar mera tumhare liye badta ja raha hai…

Khush rakhna chahti hun tumhe sada,

Duniya ki har khushi, har sukh dena chahti hun,

Na ho aankhien kabhi namm teri, na ho yeh muskaan kabhi tujhse juda…

Pyar itna hai mere andar tere liye jo shabd bayan nahi kar sakte,

Bas aansuo se bheega hua yeh pannahe jaanta hai ki hai is dil mein tere liye pyar kitna…

Main yeh nahi kehti ki mujhse acha koi aur nahi hai tere liye,

Bohot milenge tujhe chahne wale,

Bas mujhsa koi nahi milega jiski har baat mein tum ho, jiski har yaad mien tum ho, jiske har khayaal mien tum ho, jiski har saans, har rooh mien tum ho…

Bas ek he khawaish hai is khuda se ab to,

Meri zindagi ho tujhse shuru

Aur tujhpe khatam…!!!

PLEASE COME BACK

My love…

I want you back in my life.
Lets not fall in love, let’s rise,
And for that I am ready to pay any price.

Days are so incomplete without you,
Night is so lonely without you.
My happiness is so incomplete without you,
You’re the only one I have ever loved,
You’re the only one whom I ever want,
Please don’t disappoint me,
Please don’t ruin my life.

I have lived every moment with your thoughts,
Not even a single day has gone without you on my mind.
I see you everywhere, in everything that I do,
Can't you understand how badly I need you?

I know you don’t need me, my support anymore,
But what about our plans, my dreams and that cricket score?

I am like a broken wing, the song you used to sing,
The way you left me all alone here, hurts like a bee sting.

Everytime I think about you, the times we have spent,
A drop of tear rolls out of my eyes.

I don’t want let you go ever out of my sight,
You’re the only precious thing I have,
And I cannot afford to lose you, you’re my life.

Please please please, understand me, understand my love,
Don’t leave me, please come back,
I only crave for your LOVE!

Operation Bride Part 2

This time I was being showered with emotional blackmailing. The biggest and the most successful trait of all mummy’s. My mom had managed to get hold of me, again and placed the whole day’s responsibility on my shoulders.

On a Sunday morning I was forced to wake up early, to do all the household activities, as my mom was unwell (just a cold, ok). My sleep was completely ruined and I started praying to all the Gods I knew to make my mom healthy and energetic like before, but none of them helped me out. Even they were on the side of the biggest goddesses on earth, the MUMMY’s (the Indian ones ok, not the Egyptians). I din't have time to get fresh and was asked to make breakfast for my dad. So I just washed my face and entered the kitchen. Was trying to make chapatis but all that my results yielded were the shapes of different countries, which prompted mom to start with her lecture. Here it goes - "What will your in-laws say? Your mother didn’t teach you anything? Are you good for anything?". My answer just made her boil in anger more than the tea which was boiling on the stove. I had replied atleast I am good at making maps, (lol). Dad went out of the house after having the breakfast. He liked my hand cooked food even though most of the times it was half cooked and sometimes it would be over cooked too.(lol)

Now the ball was in mom’s court. Only her and me in the house. She could easily rule over me as dad had left (he is the only one who takes my side). Now she wanted me to do the brooming and mopping of the whole house. Our maid had stopped working for us so the entire house was in a mess. Usually it would be only my room. My head started throbbing with pain. I had recently got a manicure and pedicure done and it would all go in vain :( . But then, I started with the brooming and observed that my mom was treating me like a maid. She was instructing me to do like this and do like that, even offered me a price to do all the cleaning everyday. Can you beat that???

I was completely exhausted after this dustful task. Don’t forget that I still had not brushed my teeth or freshened up. Took rest for half an hour and there came another order from Her Majesty. She was asking me or rather forcing me to cook the lunch too. Though I was cribbing like a small kid I had to surrender in front of my mom’s blackmailing dialogues, which are irritating and funny at the same time. Freshened up, ate my breakfast and started preparing for lunch following my mom’s instructions. Managed to cut my finger while cutting the vegetables. I could see the happiness on my mother’s face, watching me getting slaughtered, as she went away thanking God that atleast I was doing something. By the time she got back the kitchen was one big mess. Vegetables scattered all over the slab, every available utensil was used and the result was nil. Her Majesty's eyes popped out looking at the condition of the kitchen. The reaction was worth watching. She started her second level of instructions. I was making her health go worse. She asked me to move out of the way and silently with a lowered head and smiling face, I did.

Wow! What a relief. But not for long, sigh!! Mom started preparing the food and I was assisting her. I was imagining myself as an assistant to the chef.

Now my body required a major cleaning and relaxing after all that stressful work. I went in and took a long and luxurious hot shower for an hour. When I came out, my friend was there as an angel who managed to get me out of the house and away from all that homely stuff. For the first time in my life, I was praying to God to end this weekend.

Anyways, all is well that ends well and I am hoping to stay out of the house for all the coming weekends.

AMEN!!

Please don't go

You gave me all that I wanted
You gave me all that I loved…
You gave me all your happiness
And took all my sorrows…

Remember the good old golden days
That we have spent together
In the arms of one another
Completing each other…
The way you look at me
The way you made me feel
Is so afresh till now
It’s so real…


You came into my life
Quietly, simply, placidly
Made me feel so special
Gave me all the happiness
All that was required…


Now that I need you forever
Wanna spend this life together
Why are you going farther and farther
Making my heart beat faster…


I am broken, I'm dying
Please say that you are lying
You are leaving me behind with all the memories
Taking with you all that I have…


Please don’t go, please don’t go
I have loved you each day
Silently admired you, loved you
Please don’t go….

I MISS U

I miss u by my side
When the rain drops make me cry...
I miss your touch
When birds hug make me feel dry....
I miss your talk
When ppl listen to me but im feeling lonely n sigh...
I miss u alot
and look in the sky
and ask him y..
Y did u separate us
Y did you let him go??


When my world was gray
He was there to hold me and stay…
I know baby you are also in pain
N like me going insane…


But my heart is crying,
Can't you see the pain?
Or are the tears just flowing in vain…
I don't know where we are heading
I just hope it’s not the end...
Let us really love each other
And not just pretend...
Oh god show me a way
So that we can always together stay happy and gay…

Our First Date

Remember the first day we met
Saw each other for the first time
We enjoyed....
Cracked jokes, ate, played...
Spent some quality time together...


We got those vibes, some Goosebumps
That special spark for each other.
We started caring....pampering
Shared thoughts, shared days, shared nights...


And finally one fine day...
you asked me out...
I was quite shy
And looked into your eyes...
I could see the purity in you
A heavenly soul in your eyes
The desperation, the madness, the craziness
The pureness, the politeness, the truthness....
the way you looked at me
the way you hold my hands
made me feel that
i have got the best chance...
to live my life
to fill your heart with my love
to give you all that you deserve
to pamper you, embrace you, kiss you...


Wished that moment could stand still...
It was all there that I have always dreamed of...
The perfect moment...
The perfect you, the perfect me, and the
PERFECT US....


Then came the time to say good bye...
We both were sad
but pretending to be glad.
The time was slipping off our hands
and both of us were giving each other a glance...

That moment is still so fresh...
Very much loved & cherished...
Baby i had loved you that time
Baby i love you till now, and
I promise to love you all my life...

I LOVE YOU BABY...

OPERATION BRIDE

My mother is all set to turn me into a homely girl. It’s not that she intends to marry me off in a month or two but has started looking for alliances! So according to her now I should know some basics which include cooking, cleaning, stitching, and the ability to pull through all ordeals with a smiling face.


So as a part of her training package--we began with the cooking lessons. I messed up the whole kitchen with the flour on the floor. Sink full of vessels and what not. I dreaded wondering if she would invite my relatives on dinner to display my cooking skills but well she had something else on her mind...

A few minutes later I found myself with a broom, a mop and a duster in my hand. The time to get down to level two- CLEANING. For the first time I was given the most shabby room of my house. MY ROOM. I had spent 22 years of my life in it and had never felt the need of getting down for some major cleaning. I began with my bed which was earlier done by my mother. I didn't even remember the last time I changed the sheets. A bit of fumbling and out came the chits, some cards, test paper I hid from my parents. I proceeded to the study table and the computer which was covered with layers of dust. I wondered how didn't I ever notice this when I spend almost half my day working on the system. I had to neatly wrap up my head with a bandanna lest I ruin my hair. (I recently got a haircut from PLUM).I have a big stuffed toy collection, but my white hello kitty looked tanned and my Barbie was hardly recognizable. I am a proud owner of two wardrobes and I found myself drowned in the wave of clothes once I let the doors loose it took me 3 hours to get rid of it all. Got a big lecture from my dad too on spending hell lot of money on clothes. By the end of it I was tired and exhausted.


But am happy I cleaned my room. I got so many things from the cupboard. I finally found my old personal diary. I guess I should apologize to my cousin sister because I blamed her for stealing it. I got my sweet love notes; though I am not with him anymore they still bring a smile on my face. I found my test papers which I have already burnt to ashes so that my parents can’t see them. I also got SRK and John Abraham posters which I used to collect in my childhood. I still remember how crazy I was for both of them. I found my lost pair of earrings too (My favorite ones) which I thought I had lost forever!
My room finally looks neat and tidy. I looked yuck but I did mange to save my hair and guess I need some scrubbing up too.


I have whole-heartedly submitted to my mom for the whole process of being—HOMELY but not on the cost of my FREEDOM. Still, am now wondering what waits me next weekend!! :)

THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER

The time when I wait for you


Is the time I think most about you…


I think about the time we have spent together


Think about the talks we did together


Think about the things you did


Which drive me more crazy and more close to you…


Think about the way I loved you and you loved me…


These are the best and the most cherished moments of my life..


I don’t want to let this time slip off my hands


But I can’t control that, it’s not in my hands…


But the thing that is in my hand is


The way I love you and this will never be the less!

PROMISES

I am going home tomorrow…

I know you’ll be sad,
But I am also not glad.

I know you’ll be depressed,
But seeing this I’ll not get impressed.


I know down here you’ll miss someone
But far there I’ll also need one.


I know you have a dream
And I promise to keep that dream…


I want to blossom your life
The way you have blossomed mine with your love...

My Love

I miss you all the days & nights,
When the rain drops make me cry...
I miss your warm touch,
When birds hug make me feel dry...
I miss your talk & the way you cared,
When people listen to me yet I feel lonely & sigh...
Every night when I miss you a lot,
Then I look in the sky to ask him why?
Why did you separate us & why did you let him go??
When my world was gray,
He was there to hold me & stay...
I know, he too is in pain,
And like me is going insane...
My heart is still crying,
Can't you see the pain?
Or are the tears just flowing in vain?
I don't know where we are heading,
I just hope it’s not the end...
Oh God, please listen to me, show me a way.
Please…! Please return our era of love again..!!